Last day

Today is the last day of my year end break, after a good 2 weeks.

Serious, if you're to ask me what have I done in the past 2 weeks, well, I think 'Tired yet happy' says it all.
First, started with a 5d4n family trip to HK. In a country which required a lot of walking, walking, and walking, having 2 little one can be a torture. Imagine having to carry them whenever they're tired walking. Then, back in KL, got to know that Gerrard's babysitter had an accident, which means that my plan of having a good 'break' has gone with the wind. Taking care of 2 little one can be pretty tired, especially without a maid where you've to take care from A to Z. However, I must say, we'd a quality 2 weeks together 24/7.

Hope that I dont have to get back to work and become a stay home mum. So that I can provide the best that I can to the kids. Dream on !!

Mixed Feelings

Just got back from my yearly vacation last weekend, I supposed for a normal person, the mood should still be high. But not for me, simply becoz the moment I touched KLIA, mum called and informed that my son's babysitter fell down when she's out and not able to take care my boy for 2 months. Went to visit her the very next day, looks like, not only 2 mths, she's giving the hint that it's going to be a 'farewell'. She's got someone to pack my boy's stuffs. I'm sad. How could I ever find a babysitter who's so caring and really take good care of my boy...I know my son, he's super duper energertic & active. Help...I need help...!!! The worst part is I'm running out of time !!

It's my daughter's 6th birthday today. We plan to go to the Toy Sales at Amcorp Mall in the morning ( actually, hubby who wanted to go)then off to wherever she wants to go. Time flies, it's already 6 years since I first stepped into the labour ward at SJMC. The memory is still fresh. I can still remember how my gynae has scolded me for late for the induction ( that's becoz me n hubby went for nasi lemak before admitting to hospital). And then, she's going to Standard 1 in a week's time.

I'm having mixed feelings now. In one hand, I'm happy becoz my daughter is 6 today. I should be glad that she grows up strong and healthy. but in the other hand, I'm not only worry, but very worry about looking for a good & responsible babysitter for my boy.